Chris suffers from anxiety, and he can’t talk about it.
Warnings: Internalized homophobia, mentions of bullying, and description of panic attacks.
NC-17 Crisscolfer ~9,000 words ((AO3 link))
thanks to Mandy for reading and having opinions and stuff!!
When Chris was sixteen, he experienced his first panic attack.
did anyone else notice
that misha collins
has double pierced ears
WHY AM I NOT SUPRISED
guess who else had double pierced ears while filming a supernatural episode
i guess it’s a rebellious angel thing
Castiel’s first experience of the human emotion of true sorrow
his first human experience was watching his brothers and sisters fall in flames.
Could you not, maybe? Oh you did? Well then.
I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE HDR EFFECT WAS HARD BUT IT’S ACTUALLY LIKE A 5 STEP THING BESIDES DUPLICATING AND FLATTENING SHIT HOLY FUCK I CAN DO IT. I’M SO EXCITED WOW THAT’S LOVELY and I have to share because no one every taught me this.
- Open your picture.
- Duplicate layer (Ctrl+J)
- Overlay that shit 50%
- Flatten image (Ctrl+E)
- Duplicate that one layer that you have now (Ctrl+J)
- Desaturate (Shift+Ctrl+U)
- Invert (Ctrl+I)
- Gaussian Blur it to 40
- Now overlay that B&W Blurred image
- Duplicate and sharpen if necessary
- AMAZEMENT WOW HOLY SHIT
Do you ever get sad when you realize that in all probablity, someday Sam and Dean are going to walk into a hunt — a haunted house, a warehouse, a forest, a lake — and not gonna come back? So then somebody realizes the impala’s been sitting the for a while now, grass is starting to grow, so it goes to a junkyard or a used car shop after they refit some parts and sold as pre-loved to someone who loves classic cars but isn’t gonna drive it much because the mileage is yeah-high? One day, the guy’s kids are gonna sit in it, and they gonna find all sorts of things: legos and plastic soldiers, empty cartridges, a bottlecap Sam stuffed between the seats because Dean was being an ass again and he was entitled to act like a little brother, a folded candy wrapper because when Cas fell for the nth time and was unable to zap things to the oblivion dimension he just got lazy, nothing telling, nothing important, just years’ worth of debris proving they had a home, they had friends, they existed?
fuck i don’t even watch supernatural and that made me sad
I kind of want God to show up after his vacation and be all
‘hello my children what happened wh—’
” Don”t you dare think there is anything past or present that I will ever put in front of you “
reasons why i love david tennant
i’m sorry if this hurts you but it’s true
i don’t do this to gain more followers, i don’t do this to please every one of you
i do this because it’s something i enjoy, i likeposting and making drawings and talking to you guys
so if it bothers you too much you can always just unfollow me (◔◡◔✿)
I’m stoked if you like it but I really don’t care if you don’t.
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